I think about the few, the small hand ful of people that actually know Me, and I am thank ful. Life is such a quick progression, truly, it passes with the swiftest momentum, that, in truth, it would be impossible to know all the details even if I tried to give them.
Also, in truth, so much happens every day that I could never tell you all the details, all the decisions, all the facts that are representative of all that I Am. Only time, the slow movement of the hour hand, could show you Who I Am if we Spent Them : together.
It is this way for every one every where and, as we grow older, it makes sense that isolation and depression begin to build those stairs. Those stairs we stare at when we're too exhausted to go anywhere. Those stairs that mark our journey as one of individuality and independence, everywhere. It can be exhausting, especially if we have not been equipped with an abundance of love and kindness in our Younger Years. These things, they are our sustenance in our older years as we wander a lone, realizing our purpose and finding a way to execute the course that encourages our progression. It is a lonely and trying existence as we ask these questions and seek these answers. But, we all go through it. It is the human experience. So, in our aloneness, we are The Same.
Due to circumstance, I began this journey long before any of my peers. I date and hang out with people that precede me by twenty years. For all of my youth I could not relate to those who were defined by the same age as I. So, I spoke, on the page, and silence rang in most ears. The perfect Confidante, I Listened, and People Loved It. For, I had already been there, for so many years.., I now understood all of it.
Through reflection and education I gained the knowledge that has encouraged my progression to : Here. A place where I aim to be nothing but love and acceptance ~ to every one every where. For, just as you can not know all I have been through, all I have experienced, I too can not know you and all that makes and takes and keeps you through these years. I can aim to and I will in every chance I am granted but, between them, I will aim to only give you Love and Acceptance. For, if I knew every detail, I would understand your decisions. If I knew all your story, I would comprehend all your actions. Just as you would me with that same information.
And, in truth, that is why I share what I do, publicly, with friends. My aim is to remind you of the emotion and complexion that defines human expansion.
There is more than meets the eye in every situation, as is true with Who and How I Am.
Each of us is a story that waits and yearns to be read. For, only through the sharing of our individual struggle, can we grow and understand that Love is the Objective.
Love is the Objective through All of It.
Meagan
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